This is my first blog, ever. My name is Sam and I'm 20 years old. I live for music and motorcycles. I build custom guitars and re-build older motorcycles, especially the imports. I've been with my girlfriend for 1 year and 9 months.
Im in the middle of re-building a 1979 Kawasaki KZ400, a 1979 Honda CB550, and a 1983 Honda FT500 Ascot.
My girlfriend hates motorcycles, which is bullshit. She's always trying to get me to be different then the person that I am. I love her, but it hurts that she can't accept me and just learn to deal with things. She's been abused and treated like shit since she was born pretty much, and now shes controlling. Shes acts like a child sometimes, and when she doesn't get her way she ignores or treats me like crap. I love her, and she used to hide this side of her from me better. But now that we've been together so long she doesn't even try anymore.
I hate what I've become, I despise myself and what I've done to my old friends, people who have been with me through thick and thin. I've ignored them in favor for her.
Fuck, I feel like shit, and I've felt like shit for a long time now. Should I get out of this relationship?
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